I feel unhappy. I feel like life is stressful. I feel like I don’t want to be part of it.
Read a book about Tibetan Buddhism. Some of it was interesting. I didn’t like the bit about karma. Deeds in past lives are punished in this life. It made me feel sick to think that something I’ve supposedly done in a past life is the reason why my life is so rubbish now. It makes me feel like I’m being persecuted by the universe. I feel like Tibetan Buddhism is kind of a sick and cruel philosophy.
This makes me question why I am doing yoga.
I don’t know the point of anything. I feel the futility of everything.
How can I cope with this life?